The Obligatory New Year Post

I will keep it simple.
2009 was not the best year.
Many mistakes were made on my part.
I lost friends.
I lost love.
I regret it all.
I hope 2010 will be better.
No resolutions for me.
I just want to change,
in every way possible.
This decade will be
the deciding factor
in how my life turns out.
That scares me more than anything.
So here's to you, 2010.
Please don't suck.
Cheers.

Merry

Christmas.

I Wish I Could Write This Well

"I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was hurricane."

- John Green, Looking For Alaska